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Saturday, 15 December 2007
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Moving on
So i'm moving in 6 days, i guess that has its pros and cons..i mean finally i'll have some kind of privacy and fun on my own with edible food and aircon in the living room and new furniture. but there'll be so much packing and unpacking and cleaning involved...sighs. And a change of environment. And i'll miss ff next week. Bothers. Hopefully my mom wont change her mind about the 23rd ...&....i'm almost done with my christmas shopping :)
just wrapping now. next weeks gonna be pretty stressful and i'm seeing alot. of crap coming my way. sheesh. oh well, lifes like that. just gotta get used to it and accept it. 
Saturday, 08 December 2007
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To change who i live for, To LIVE
Synod yth camp was a blast. :) I loved it. minus a few minor factors which are over-lookable i would say. :) haha. One thing i would say about the whole camp, is something really hit home base for me...sometimes when i look at some ppl having such sweet relationships with God it really hurts. Its...well..kinda wishful thinking you know? A more straightforward word could be envy. Sometimes, i really dunno whats gotten into my life. After much thinking all i could see was STILL one big mess that would go on and on. & Nothing i do can bring me out of this mess, i'll just be doing the usual, dragging myself round and round the mess, making it messier. I've tried so many ways to try ease everything, everything is just temporal. How long more i wanna continue? Sometimes i dont get it, i'm such a stubborn cow, i know it wont work this way...and yet i insist on it. I'm in need of some help. seriously. mental, help.
& i'm gonna miss you. so so much.
& all this while, i was dead.
Sunday, 02 December 2007
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Stepping up
I Love Christmas and christmas shopping :)
Not to mention the crazily slashed prices everywhere ;)
A year just passed in the blink of an eye.
That just leaves us no time to do anything.
how sucky can that be.
I shouldnt have done christmas shopping so early, i'm so damn bored now.
Dont regret it though.
Just really broke now.
I'm always broke-est in december cause christmas shopping never fails to hit the hundreds.Sighs.
haha.Oh well, at least CNY is coming :)
thats a good thing...for us at least, not our parents..
I need more clothes. And more stuff. I need to save money to go on a spree :)
Toodles for now...gtg
Wednesday, 21 November 2007
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When i pressed the goodbye button,
Things that seemingly seem long, actually pass by a hell lot faster than we expect...
& it hasnt changed, still another freakin 35 chapters to catch up on and only another, i dunno, 30 days?
I wanna go shopping :) I am so gonna go shopping. :) Heard this year's christmas theme for orchard is the nutcracker. cool huh. But i also heard the ballerina decor there is really ugly. haah. Not that cool anymore...
Grade 8 seems pretty fun :) hope it'll continue to be..Gonna meet Cheryl later at 12...which means i have to leave in about....45 mins. Darn...I was just getting comfy here.
Bother. .
It was all silence.
Thursday, 15 November 2007
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kisses & such
I am freakin bored. And i mean like BORED. I wanna go out, but my stupid party pooper loser crappy ass of a tutor simply insists on coming at 11-1. what a stupid time to come. cant go out in the morning, or afternoon now. I better stop doing toe touches until the performance, i can hardly stretch now. i think i had to do one like every 5 mins at the last practise. and it was 3 hours. And about 20 continuously. i'm aching all over..bother.
christmas is coming
But this yr theres like mixed feelings cause i mean everybody luvs christmas, but once christmas comes i'd have to already catch up on 2 yrs work. I Hate studying. I mean out of all my subjects i only like a few. Eng
lish,Chinese,Math,A math,Bio/chem,elec GG,History,SSok so i like half a subject, not a few. I dun like the el papers but i don really mind english. Yea, thats all i sorta in some way like. half a subject. Sheesh man, we sld all just be allowed to do wtv we want in life. NO studying. definately. I wouldn' mind Dancing all day preparing for performances :) But then again i also want to shop al day :)
Its like mid-november. I have one month. To catch up on a freakin' 2 years worth of work. Great. So much for the holidays.
What a pity, i AM in the christmas mood....:(
dancery
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- Name: Ruth
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 10/27/2007
About Me
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Lurvs: Dancing, music, travelling, animals. Hates: Annoying things
